Well, its over... October 1 will come and I will have nothing. I am already over my head. I have tried every agency known to man and charities too.
If I cant at least see something good happen by Oct 1, then I am done trying. After months and months of working hard with no good coming of it, I give up.
Encouraging words that try to inspire hope are very empty if nothing tangible ever happens. I am at my limit. I can not take any more empty "easy to say" encouraging words from people.
Either I have value and am worth helping out.... or I am not.
Apparently I have my answer.
Clearly everyone will be better off without me. Whats the point?
